Big emotions and party
Sorry I didn't have time to write yesterday - things suddenly developed into a spontaneous party - but now I'm back with a huge hangeover and craving for fast food, heh heh =)
It was such an emotional day yesterday. As I told you friday I wanted to have a talk with Marie. The situation was that she now had this guy she called "boyfriend" but she also wanted to make out with me. And I predicted it could get complicated.
I asked her what her new boyfriend thought of all this and she admitted she had not really asked him cause she was afraid of the answer. She had told him that she had experimented with me - but did he know we still did it? And would that make him jealoux?
She decided to confront him with it. She phoned him and they talked for atleast an hour. I was a little nervous... his answer could have consequences for my life - what if he didn't like it and wanted it to stop? what if he didn't like that we lived together? who would Marie choose then?
So it was a BIG relief when Marie came in to my room and told me he was fine with it. He didn't see me as a threath at all and he had told her to just keep on with her life as it was now *phewwwww* =)
I can't describe how happy I was to get that message! I gave Marie a biiig hug and realized how much I like her. She always has this sweet smell - sort of like bubblegum and flowers mixed together. And I was even more happy when she told me that of course she would choose ME if he had wanted her to choose one of us =)
Well then, we got things sorted out and all was good. Later some friends came over and that was when things developed into a party. One of the best for a long time, probably because I was in such a good mood.
In a moment I'll buy something really unhealthy to eat
Maybe Marie's boyfriend will visit her later today. I still don't know if I want to meet him - I still have this suspiscion that he (and maybe Marie too) wants me to join them in bed! I told Marie before that it's out of the question so I hope she understands that I mean it.
I'll let you know what happens.
It was such an emotional day yesterday. As I told you friday I wanted to have a talk with Marie. The situation was that she now had this guy she called "boyfriend" but she also wanted to make out with me. And I predicted it could get complicated.
I asked her what her new boyfriend thought of all this and she admitted she had not really asked him cause she was afraid of the answer. She had told him that she had experimented with me - but did he know we still did it? And would that make him jealoux?
She decided to confront him with it. She phoned him and they talked for atleast an hour. I was a little nervous... his answer could have consequences for my life - what if he didn't like it and wanted it to stop? what if he didn't like that we lived together? who would Marie choose then?
So it was a BIG relief when Marie came in to my room and told me he was fine with it. He didn't see me as a threath at all and he had told her to just keep on with her life as it was now *phewwwww* =)
I can't describe how happy I was to get that message! I gave Marie a biiig hug and realized how much I like her. She always has this sweet smell - sort of like bubblegum and flowers mixed together. And I was even more happy when she told me that of course she would choose ME if he had wanted her to choose one of us =)
Well then, we got things sorted out and all was good. Later some friends came over and that was when things developed into a party. One of the best for a long time, probably because I was in such a good mood.
In a moment I'll buy something really unhealthy to eat
Maybe Marie's boyfriend will visit her later today. I still don't know if I want to meet him - I still have this suspiscion that he (and maybe Marie too) wants me to join them in bed! I told Marie before that it's out of the question so I hope she understands that I mean it.
I'll let you know what happens.
posted by me at 4:22 AM
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