I need a man

Today I was eating a banana and all I could think of was that I miss sucking a cock - shocking but true.
Not because there is anything wrong with Marie or her body or the way she touches me and kisses me and and and.. oh now I get horny, heh heh, no really she turns me on and I enjoy that she knows exactly how to touch me - BUT first of all since she got a boyfriend she doesn't "need" me as much as before (fair enough) - AND second sometimes I just wanna get fucked by a man because ... well... there is a physical difference obviously - and also something mental. It's just different.
Of course I have my toys but still something is missing. And that is why I now hope that my double date tomorrow will end in a bed, heh heh - and IF Marie's description of the guy I'm dating is true then I will do my best to get him into that bed with me!
I have no problem with sex on the first date as long as the guy is hot. If both parts want it I really don't see anything wrong with it =)When I was younger I often stopped myself from doing something like that because I was afraid guys would think I was a slut or other "bad" things - but now I don't care, it's my life and I'll live it as I please.
Oh, and btw I feel much better today (I was feeling a little sick yesterday) - so tomorrow when I'm going on the date I probably don't have much time to update my site - but I'll be back again as always =)
*MUAH*!!

Feeling a little sick

I've got exactly an hour to do all updates on my site today cause there's a great movie I need to see and it starts in an hour... no, in 58 minutes now =)
I've been feeling a little sick all day, I'm sure when I tell it to Marie she'll just suspect that it has something to do with me not wanting to go with her on a double date saturday. But it's not "fake" and btw I think half the people I've been in contact with yesterday and today were coughing... and the weather here is sooo cold and I had to walk in the rain for 15 minutes today... ooh poor me, huh?
When I'm done here I'll catch Belle (the little kitten I've found) and then she can sit with me and watch the movie. I still haven't found her home and it doesn't look like she is missing it - actually it looks like she has moved in here =)

Bad connection

*GRR* I've be fighting with my internet connection today - half of the sites I try to visit are not loading - so of course there is a tiny chance that half of the internet is just not working, but I doubt it, it must be my connection... something like that can really make me sweat
I hope and pray that it's only a temporary bug!
Last night when Marie and I went to bed she did something really evil! She knows I how much I HATE to be tickled so she tickled me untill I surrendered and promised her to go with her and her boyfriend and his friend on a date saturday.
She was SO mean - she sat on top of me and held my hands down with her knees and I couldn't do anything! She knows I'll pay her back for it - when she least expects it - muhaha!
Well at least this means that I have plans for the weekend - a double date from hell. If it really sucks I can always get a spontaneous migraine or something, heh heh ;)
Todays new girl:Jennifer from Nubiles
Todays picture:Thats what I call art!
Todays site:Little Tight Girls
I'll be back tomorrow if the internet Gods allow it ;)

Lots of exercise

I got my exercise today - but not in the gym. I got it by walking up and down thousinds of stairs looking for the owner of that little kitten I found this weekend.
But no luck...
So little Belle still lives here. It.. no from now on it's "she" - she peed on the floor in our livingroom today - luckily Marie discovered it first (heh heh heh) so she cleaned it up.
I know pets are allowed in the building so maybe we'll keep it. Oops, keep HER! Then we'll be the three musketeer ladies.
Oh, by the way - now Marie wants me to go on a double-date with her and her boyfriend and her boyfriends friend on saturday. My first thought was nooo way. But I promised her to think about it. Maybe I should do it? I still haven't met her boyfriend and of course also not his friend so it would be like an extra terrible blind date hmm!
Marie told me the friend is very funny and good-looking - but I'm a little suspicious that she just likes to play match-maker. Ooh I dunno what to do!
One thing is for sure - I could use some sex. Maybe I should go for it and see what happens =)

Belle

WEHAA it was nice to stay at home today! as happy as I am for my new job it still can't beat the joy of a relaxing day at home, heh heh =)
I don't know how it happened but somehow the apartment was filled with people all weekend. Marie had some of her family over and a couple of friends also dropped by - it was all very nice but yesterday when I was updating my site I could feel my eyes just wanted to close because I was tired.
Oh yes and one more visitor came yesterday - a tiny little kitten! Awww it is SO cute! White with a few black spots.I found it in the corner of our little garden outside the house... and I asked everyone if they knew where it lived but no one had seen it before.
So I had to invite it in... and now it sort of lives here. Well, tomorrow I'll ask some more neighbours if they miss it - untill then I'll pretend it's mine and I already named it Belle =) Marie is TOTALLY in love with it too - she wants us to keep it - but I just can't stand the thought of a little boy or girl who misses their kitten so I hope to find the owner.
Arrgh btw I suddenly remembered that I havent been to the gym place where I have a membership for a looong time. My selective memory simply blocked it. Maybe I should go there tomorrow after work *sigh* I MUST get in shape before summer and it's getting warmer now!

I want to sleep

Heeyyy all! =)
It's been a busy weekend so actually I'm too tired to write, I'll make it up to you tomorrow.
I havent been able to log in to my "safe for work" diary to make updates since thursday *grr* - I think the server is down or something... but I'll keep trying, I know a whole lot of you are reading it =)
Tomorrow I'm NOT going to work - and I'm not gonna miss it cause I desperately need a day for myself. AND for my site. I hope you'll be here tomorrow =)
And now it's time to sleep! Goodnight.